July 22

So..... during this whole cancer rollercoaster ride I have done a mimimum of crying.  Today I have cried more than the whole ride put together.  What is the difference????????? I received a wonderful pathology report!!!!!!!!!!   The report came back that all three lymph nodes removed were free of cancer.  The largest tumor was 1.2 centimeters in size and the other two much smaller.  All came out with clean margins.  What a prize!!!!!!  I am so happy and soooooooo relieved that all I want to do is cry.  These are tears of happiness!  My life has changed drastically since June 4th.  I want to make some sense of it and hopefully be a better person! Life is good!!!!!!