July 31st

I am home!! Yesterday the last drain tube was removed and we headed home. We arrived early evening. It is so good to be home. We are so fortunate to have a family who takes such good care of us. Reagen and Emily opened their home to all of us and gave us so much love. I am just so grateful!
I look in the mirror and am not happy. I know I will not always look like this, but I wonder if my chest will ever feel the same again. It hurts but, when I touch it, I don't feel the touch. I was told some of the feeling may return. I have such mixed feelings. Inch by inch is the only way I can go. I love my life and will not give up and become a victim. For now I will work on healing and wait to see what the oncologist will say. Life is good!