Monday, July 7, 2008

June 7th

A busy day today. We are now in Seattle waiting to see the surgeons tomorrow. I have so many questions to be answered. It struck me today that I want to know but part of me doesn't really want to know.
So many many women have gone through this before me and many in far worse circumstances. How can this be???? I feel as though I have become schizophrenic. One minute I am definitely on top of this and know all will be fine and the next minute I feel as though I can't face it, I don't want this, why me?, it's too much, I may start screaming and then I breathe deeply (generally push away the tears) and go on. WOW what a rollercoaster!! So tomorrow I ask many questions and then................go on.

1 comment:

dew said...

REMEMBER:

LIVE YOUR LIFE IN SUCH A WAY THAT WHEN YOUR FEET HIT THE FLOOR IN THE MORNING, SATAN SHUDDERS AND SAYS "OH SHIT...SHE'S AWAKE"